soul searchin...

so within the last few weeks have had to do some deep soul searching...with the end of my undergraduate career getting closer , wedding planning, getting ready to student teach, growing up, then the "do you want to be wilderness director" email from gary in the middle of mid terms...it's just been fun-yet grueling. i miss camp, i miss being on that God high, and as hard as i have tried to not let that go it's gone...i know this sounds awful, but i just don't have the time or energy to goto church and i just don't know how to get it back...

i'm going to stop being depressing and end this now, but if you could each send up some special prayers that'd be great!

p.s. congrats jenny!
p.p.s. dani, hope you are back safe
p.p.p.s. jackie, i need to see you soon!

all my love